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ah koh's birthday..happy birthday..to.u...
wa...kaoz....finalli...i quit my job..after considering for so long...that attitude doc agreed without asking me WHY?...so angry-always give me attitude n never want to tell me wats wrong n teach me the way he wants me to work...+ disappointing-he dont even bother to ask me why i want to quit or wats the reason behind...shit him!!! + sad-why till now still dont appreciate what i have done....... really hate to see his face..his facial expression...(the moment he agreed to let me quit)...never will i forget that idiotic cocky face....he's so terrible lo....sis,pa,ma...all agree that i should quit..n as for me...of cos i do wat they have said..but without regrets ok!! i dont mind if the job is too stressful...cos i believe most of the job are stressful..even toilet cleaner...hahaha~they have to worry n stress about cleaning all the dirty cubicles....hahaha~back to the topic, watever job it is, most importantly is u must ENJOY working n feel HAPPY rite? for wat...i have to travel for 2 hrs all the way from jurong..n sometimes...when its late he didnt have the 'pig brain' to think that i have school...then lets end the day early...whew~ vent...vent...vent..everything out liao...feeling better....still remember while on my way home..A call me..here goes my machine gun.....shoot out everywhere..until .i almost vent everything out at him.....but...pausing for a few sec...realising that i shouldnt do that..so i ended conversation n i walked very fast all the way from lakeside to home....wahaha..'ma-chiam' like 100m run lei...but let me share with u...walking in that speed really ease my anger...n frustration...
satUrday...haha...retail reality challenge..me,hs,x n y selling mineral drink n potato chips at ang mo kio...wa seh....damn far from jurong lo....wearing sis's creation-that t-shirt she does for my grp...really eye catching lo...when we put on the t-shirt..the media was shooting n taking our pics...hahaha..being that ~'photogenic'~ i really hate that-camera...toopid lo...looks so 'er xin' still took more pics at amk 7-11...that manager requested liao then another oso....haiyo....i want to say....it's a great experience..n nice competition to participate...asking all frenz to support me...n it is also my 1st time seeing y shout so loud.." lai la....auntie..yi ge ba mao qian ar...bang wo men la.." wah...she really hahahaha...power lei....Ultimate....yeah!
sUnDaY..visit ah koh..hahaha...to my surprise..he still remember my hp no...hahahahahaha,...hapi wor~wee..u...wee...but on this visit...all the emotional feeling is back..... everything..rain badly at night after visiting him..im so worried to his words-telling me that i have to do some preparation n needs me to think properly....wats that? im so worried n i know i wont feel better until i received his letter...hope to receive his letter...today 19-july..ah koh's birthday...bad mood...cant celebrate for him...wat i can do is only...making greeting cards..haiz... "happy..birthday..to....u......though u cant see this greeting but i hope u will feel it, the moment i post this up..."no matter wat u will write in this coming letter..my decision still remain....
missing.u.ah.koh..happy.birthday..to.u...
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